Times to believe

There are times you just want to believe ...
Believe that this is the truth, this is the reality for there cannot be anything other than that.
Some times the belief is that which sustains your sanity
.. the belief itself may be insane.
Sometimes a lot of things die when the belief dies.
Sometimes a lot of things become alive when the belief dies.
The death of the belief , the most painful part of life.
Call it trust, call it faith ...
When it dies it kills a lot...
The reality is a painfull world we avoid..
In the hope that our belief will cushion us..
When that dies what else is left...
The deadness of life..
Mundanely flowing thru the meanders of time..
and the deathly spell of still water..
Rotting dying and existing ..
Where once existed the spring of belief..
The death of belief ...
The most painfull of all ..!!!